Thursday 12*4*08

Oh man was I ever craving the salt yesterday!! WOW! Last night I was wanting to munch so I decided to do my Christmas cards. That helped ALOT to get my mind off food, however the baked chips I still had, but portioned into a bowl and I was satisfied. I do need to have a project to work on at night -- as that realllly helps a ton!

Here's my plan for today:

B: Oatmeal Bake
S: FF pudding
L: left over spaghetti
S: yogurt
mixed fresh fruit salad
D: ? not sure yet

Wednesday 12*3*08

Well weighed in last night and had a gain of .4, woo hoo! Wasn't as bad as I had expected so that was a nice suprise. I bought a new journal, a WW magazine and ready to go. One day at a time. That's how I'm going to look at this. Just one day!! My mom has decided to take a break thru the holidays and just try to maintain...but I don't want to do that...I want to lose. So that is my goal!! Here's todays eats:

B: Oatmeal Bake
S: ff pudding
L: Italian Wedding Soup
S: cheezits
baked pita chips
(serious salt cravings!!)
D: Spaghetti w/ meat sauce
Biscuit
S: Baked Chips

Tuesday 12*2*08

Yesterday went pretty well, I had a darn piece of cake though...grrr, I have no control! However I didn't let that detour the rest of my day -- and stayed on track!

I'm heading back to WW tonight -- feel guilty as I have been going and just not following the plan and not losing, then losing....then not....drop out for a couple weeks and then back again. It's time I recommit!! So going tonight and facing the music and buying a brand spanking new journal too! Is it crazy to feel embarrassed to weigh in and the girls weighing me in looking at my weight yo yo and thinking what is she doing??!! Ugggh I am...but I'm sure they see it all there. At least I'm going back!

Today's eats:

B: Oatmeal Bake
S: Quaker minis
L: Mexican soup (my husband made threw this together and LOVE it, it's kinda chili like w/out alot of meat and alot of veggies)
S: Quaker minis
FF yogurt
D: Applebees burger + a couple onion rings

Monday 12*1*08

Ok well disregard that last post about staying on plan for Thanksgiving ok? Ok! I had a great 4 days off -- food wise not good, but life wise - AWESOME! Just feel I had time to relax and also get alot done around the house...and put up our tree! Woo hoo!

I also was thinking this weekend it seems my life revolves around food and dieting. Constantly I seem to be thinking about what I am going to eat/am eating, feeling guilty/feeling good all about food. I seemed to talk to my sister about getting back on track and getting some exercise for the billionth time and was kinda of getting sick of hearing myself talk about it. Does this happen to any of you? I'm so sick and tired of thinking about food, and just want to eat right and exercise..just DO it and not have to THINK about it all the time! Gah!

Anyhow -- yea well my weekend WAS good! :)

today's eats and will update it more later!

B: Oatmeal Bake
S: Cheezit snack pack
L: Soup
S: Quaker minis
Cheezit snack pack
Coffee cake (not planned!!! ugggh!)
D: Soup, pork tenderloin and salad
S: 2 oatmeal cookies